Thursday, January 22, 2009

i cant help but listen to 'time to pretend' everyday. multiple tymes per day in fact. i think i like it because 'pretend' is in the title, and because its a happy sounding song, although the lyrics arent necessarily all that cheerful, however, due to the synths and catchy peppy poppy beat. but then again, thats kind of directly in correlation with me: bright happy exterior, gooey dark center. um..sounds like chocolate. yum. speaking of! im getting fat, ugh and its awful. its all this sitting and being depressed and stress. its like all in my belly....spare tire syndrome. what! ive been trying to eat better, mostly veggies and fruit and not shitty processed foods, but im gonna tell ya, ive got a serious hankering for a fuckin huge ass cheeseburger with mayo and fries, with mayo, too. oh god. its just like every tyme i think about being fat i think about food and then i want to eat, and then i usually do eat.

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