being crazy aint no fun

i have never felt more strange in my life. while trying to patch in another person on a conference call, i suddenly couldn't make sense of what i was trying to do, and thus, the redness in the face, the feeling of my skin burning through my clothes, and an overall disorientation and dizziness. not being able to process thoughts, and thus no coherence. my head feels like it weighs so much that my neck, nor the rest of my body, can hold it up there. and, no. dont even make cracks about having a 'big head' because the truth is, it is all shriveled up. what just happened? why? is it all part of being a crazy person? must be. yikes!